Thursday, March 26, 2009

March 26, 2009


My due date. I struggled with this in the days after we lost Evan. He was supposed to still be safe and protected in my stomach. He should not have even been born yet, much less have died. My wonderful and amazing husband pointed out what should have been my first thought. "You saw me before I was born. Every day of my life was recorded in your book. Every moment was laid out before a single day had passed. " Psalms 139:16
Everything had happened in God's time. If Evan had not been born when he was, he may have been stillborn and we would not have had those six days. Those six precious days.

4 comments:

Ang said...

prayers

Michelle said...

I'm sorry this is such a hard day for you. You have been on my mind every day. That is a good point that Sean brought up. I'm praying for your family every day.

The Shaw's said...

Something else about 6 days. In the beginning, there were 6 days and then rest. I pray that God would bring a moment of rest and peace for you today. love, Rhonda

Just'N Angel said...

What a beautiful boy. No answers, just thoughts and prayers as you remember and grieve. Thank you for sharing those precious moments with us.