Though he brings grief, he will show compassion, so great is his unfailing love. - Lamentations 3:32
Friday, April 03, 2009
Holding On To Hope
My sweet friend Rhonda got this book for me after Evan passed away. I think I need to buy this book in bulk and hand it out. As I read the first chapter it just hit me how she was feeling so much of what I was feeling. I told someone the other day that I was so tired of telling people that I was fine. I am not fine. I will be one day, but right now I am just so sad. I can have moments of feeling normal and then I crash. I had a wonderful day yesterday with some friends, then I came home and my mood just went downhill fast. I just crashed. I am so lucky I have a wonderful husband who just takes care of me when I do that. I just want to tell people it is OK for me to be sad and cry. The thing is I think most people I talk to would totally understand that, it is me who has the problem. It is hard to go through all these emotions where people can see me. I am just rambling now. The point is if you are hurting, or know someone who is hurting, this book helps. alot.