Thursday, March 10, 2011

It's Evan's Birthday

I don't know what to say, I don't know what to do. Part of me is just angry, part of me is sad, and part of me wants to celebrate some how. I just don't know how. I do know that two years ago I could not imagine how our lives would change with this little guys birth. I miss him everyday. He should be two. He should be walking around, talking, calling me Mommy. I'm selfish. I want him here.
Happy birthday sweet baby boy.


Rebecca said...

There are really are no words to express adequate sympathy. I know the pain of what "shoulda been"; there should be a little one toddling around my kitchen too. I pray that you'll feel comforted somehow today & find a way to celebrate Evan, even amidst the tears.

thetalbotts said...

Happy birthday, precious Evan! Praying your family will know that it's okay if your birthday is filled with both joy and sorrow because you are both worthy of celebrating and greatly missed.

Lexie said...

thinking of your family. I'm sure it's just so hard