Though he brings grief, he will show compassion, so great is his unfailing love. - Lamentations 3:32
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
He Would Have Been Three Months Old Today.
I miss him.
The song "Always" has been on my mind all day. I believe always, always The Savior never fails Even when all hope is gone God knows our pain And His promise remains He will be with you.
After Evan passed away I could not listen to this song. The first verse say "He would have been three today, I miss his smile, I miss his face." I just could not fathom there would be a day when Evan should be three, I could not look that far into the future. To be quite honest, I still can't. I miss him, I can't really miss his smile, because I never saw him smile. I do miss his little six toed foot. I do miss how he would relax when we got to hold him. I do miss how he held our fingers and how much seemed to love that. I do miss Sean guessing how much his diapers would weigh after each diaper change. I miss being able to touch his soft skin. I miss him.