Though he brings grief, he will show compassion, so great is his unfailing love. - Lamentations 3:32
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
I miss Evan. I have been having a hard time lately. I really don't know what has triggered it. Evan would have been 17 months today, and I can't even imagine what our lives would be like if he was here. It really upsets me. When I hold Carolina or nurse her or watch her do something new (which seems to be daily) I think about how we never got that with Evan. I see Carolina in this picture. I don't know what it is about it, but I see her. I am just going to start rambling, so I probably need to stop. I just miss Evan. Maybe just writing it out will help.