One Year Later

One year ago we saw this perfect little hand.

And this perfect little foot.

This perfect profile.

And this perfectly beautiful heart.

All the anxiety of that ultrasound just about killed me. I just cannot describe our feelings going into that room. I know if something had been wrong, God would have sustained me. I just don't know how. I love Evan. I love his broken heart, I love his 12 fingers and 11 toes, I love everything thing about him. I just did not want Carolina to have to go through the same thing. I didn't want to have to go through that again. I am just reminded one year later how very grateful I am. Grateful to have been able to hold Evan for 6 days here on Earth. Thankful for Carolina and her health. Thankful for the big kids also. Just so very thankful.
This cracks me up. One is her ultrasound, and the other is right after we took her home. Long skinny feet!