I miss Evan. I have been having a hard time lately. I really don't know what has triggered it. Evan would have been 17 months today, and I can't even imagine what our lives would be like if he was here. It really upsets me. When I hold Carolina or nurse her or watch her do something new (which seems to be daily) I think about how we never got that with Evan. I see Carolina in this picture. I don't know what it is about it, but I see her. I am just going to start rambling, so I probably need to stop. I just miss Evan. Maybe just writing it out will help.
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Prayers and hugs.
You talk about that precious baby boy as much as you want. Even if you think you're rambling. We want to listen. Praying for you, Monica.
I love you, sweet friend. I'm praying. Call me if you need to talk. I will always be here for you.
there's a reason your missing him....he's a part of your family that isn't physically with you, but will ALWAYS be with you in spirit. Thinking of you thinking of him.
you are the 10th, we are the 8/9th of each month. Cana's 22 month. A fam sat behind me at mass this past sunday and she looked about that age..babbling..mom trying to shush her. I just reveled in the noise of a toddler girl..and wondered what life would look like for us now too. I'm with you all the way.
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